SHE : Smiling Back To Her Life

One day, she had to shift her things from one almirah to the other as she bought herself a brand new one. The colour and texture were pretty classy and had original wooden feel in it even though everything was synthesized. 

She loved the scent of her new furniture in her new home. Also loving the background which was solid buff colour with silver lining of lamp sheds on that wall, very new concept that she has chosen. She was feeling glad and proud for herself. Little by little, she is settling down her independent life style. Completely loving her freedom. 

That day was a holiday and she decided to dig into her onld cupboards and empty them, reject the unnecessary items and shifting rest of the things to the new one. With these decision she sat down to open her locker first. Se saw her diaries there. It was nostalgic and she felt very happy touching them and smelling them old. She was not aware that she wrote so much. Somebody had said to her that she writes diaries like a book. Even by event with all details having clear visualisation power. It is a such a time waste, that same 'somebody' has commented, paper waste, pen ink waste etc etc. That comment had both good and bad effect on her. But still, she kept writing. Diary was her all time true friend. It is the naked reflection of her soul. She wrote everything openly in her diaries....her good memories, bad memories, events, situations, comments, feelings, secret intentions, crushes etc etc....just everything. 

There were almost 15 diaries came out of that locker starting from 2004 when she was 13 years old. And other stuffs too like playing cards of Harry Potter, WWE, Pokemon....many greetings cards that she received plus few greetings cards that were meant to be given but due to some reason she couldn't..one American Pie series DVD and other adult stuffs which can't be shared with family members.

She suddenly felt, her life has been so wonderful...she had all the happiness in the world. When there are only happy thoughts coming out of her secret licker, she is feeling successful inside. her childhood, habbit of collecting greetings cards and tokens of memories...the feeling is so wonderful that she sat there motionless smiling back to her life.