Suddenly she felt an upsurge to know that why she is as she is. Her physical being is very obvious but her thoughts that makes the difference. Her beautiful eyes and sharp nose has come from her father as her relatives would reveal all the time. Her height is so due to her genes, etc.
But she feels she is so different from others. Her interest, lifestyle, thought process and other things differ a lot. Is it because she has grown own independent taste staying away from home (hostel) or she was like that all the time. Although, she accepted that she was controlled by her parents all the time in all areas like what to eat, what to wear, where to go, whom to talk with, etc…and she felt very rebellious inside! She wanted to lead her life in her own terms but nobody would let her do so!
She went back to her memory lane that how she felt free with her friends. She called them her family. She felt like a free soul. The feeling was so good that she cherished that all the time secretly in her actual home in her solitude.
She is glad that destiny chose to take her away from home. She grew more independent. She had her goals clear. She came to knew what she wanted from life and what will she give to her life back.
Even though, she is still in the process of thinking “why she is as she is” but now, she is much more confident on her thoughts and abilities. She is on the threshold of living her dream!
